Today I am Thanking God for giving Me the gift To GIVE....................

Today I really felt a warm and fuzzy feeling inside me.  I shared my story with some co-workers today and after telling Jeff and Tracy about how this all came about............I got a big Chill and tingling feeling.........I know that God really exist and has a plan for each and everyone of us.  So when I had the Big need  inside of me to donate a Kidney so strong it was all I could think of  and  right then, My feeling was a reality and That's when God put Leo in my path and the rest was an exciting History .........From that moment I knew Juliana and I were in Gods Hands and He was in Control ..........At that time I had NO fear I had only Excitement...........But  at one point after a lot of the testing I had a scared feeling and started thinking about how was my body going to change on Everyday functions (you know like Peeing........LOL)that's the kind of things I think about...LOL...after my  Bladder prolapse surgery........LOL...Anyways what happened next was just short of a Miracle for Me............I was at work telling my Co-worker and Friend John about feeling scared and He agreed I should really make sure I am ready for this..............Well I had to leave work early as I had an appointment to get my TB test checked and Louisa(the RN at the Transplant Institute) told me to call her when I got to the Transplant Institute because they were Closed........So after taking a moment in my Car as I did before every Test to say a little prayer and ask God to Make me Good enough to pass this test For Juliana..........Please Dear Lord I pray that all these Tests will be good and Your Will be Done.......Amen........And I added a little prayer to take away the doubt and fear I was feeling..........Then I called Louisa, she was going to come out and Check the spot of my TB test and I would be on my Way.............But once again God Had a different plan that day.......Louisa asked if I would come in and join a Testimonial of Donors and Recipients.........WOW, I heard a Young husband speak of His donation to his Wife........and He answered all my Questions of fear without me even Asking the Question .......Is that Amazing!!!!!........A friend gave to a friend and she spoke.... A sister gave to her sister and she spoke ..........And Than I had this EXCITING FEELING COME OVER ME AND I HAD TO SHARE MINE AND JULIANA'S STORY..............I spoke of Hector and his untimely death and how I had only met Juliana once to get our blood matched and How her father came into the store on the most Perfect day That it ALL began...............Louisa gave me a Hug and than I gave Her a big Hug back and Started to Cry when I told her How God just put me here with you and the fear I had felt the night before and earlier was Gone............She said It is for sure Gods Plan and I have Had NO FEAR since At ALL........I am so Happy that I am Blessed to Be able to Give My Kidney to a Wonderful Beautiful Girl With Lots of Goals for her Long and exciting  LIFE....Because I Know God has a even Bigger Plan for Juliana's LIFE...and I am so Happy I am apart of it ALL........PRAISE GOD and All THE GOOD he does!!!!..............♥♥♥♥♥♥